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The Living Goddess

Posted in Breathing, Finding Meaning, Self Responsibility and Love, Trascending with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 5, 2014 by calabartheatre

Music: Love Unconditional by Chinonye


A dear fairy friend Sitara,

put out a sisterhood call.

‘Calling all sisters,

embrace the goddess within”.

Beginning on the first day of the 12th month,

It is our highest intention to inspire and invite you to discover,

embody and live out your highest divine feminine.


7 months after delivery of a second Shakti energy,

Ma embraced this call to action….

the action being Peace within.

The mission at hand, no time to be wasted….

rise from the root Chakra,

awaken to unconditional love.



Day 1 of the twelfth month  started with Red Moon Flow.

Temple dancers,

sisters of the light,

rest on the days of the red moon.

Day 1-4  dedicated to rest and reflections.

Finding the silent voice of truth within,

from this place of truth,

may SHE energy transfer love from within to without.

Instead of acting on the whims of a restless mind,

the red flow pulls SHE to the Yoni Center.


Heart dance of the Nubian continues,

practicing teachings of Bharatantyam Guru,

Ma explores breath and basic feet positions of the dance on these days.

1. Samapada (समपद)
2. Aramandi  or Ardha Mandalam (अर्ध मंडलम् )
3. Muzhu Mandi. (मुलु मण्डी )

 Rise into love with SHE.


Seeds of HE in SHE

Posted in Finding Meaning, Intimacy, Self Responsibility and Love, Trascending with tags on October 11, 2012 by calabartheatre

Music: September 24, 1999 by Xavier Rudd


In a cosmic time and space,

surrounded by darkness of her shadows..

September 24, the day of her birth…

death and rebirth comes.

WoMAN wont you have my seeds…

he released into SHE…

love and support a gift received.

Germinating seeds sparks transformation…

light roots SHE in Love.

dance emerges from her ashes…

SHE seeker on the circular path to Center.

Gifted with spiritual eyes…

SHE steals a glance of her eternal lover.

Rebel man, from the bay…

whisked her heart away with a Love Song..

only to fulfill the prophecy of the fast car and long dark haired woman..

left confused in the heart…

mother guides SHE through dream reality.

“Daughter, along the road of Love….

Spearhead of the rebel man points an arrow to your true love.”

Heart broken by doubt…

She turned to Krishna.

As always he catches tears of his devoted ones….

Lord Light picked up the butterfly…

broken wings an all….

delivering her to the footsteps of a Bhramana woman.

She spoke to the butterfly the ancient teachings of the heart dance….

mending wings through devotional dance.

two cycles…

autumn, winter, spring passing….

summer months brought into her vision…

the mystic poet~ Palmetto warrior.

Heart cautious….

SHE explores from a distance…

He comes bearing the markings of a spiritual warrior

prophecy of the white tiger upon his chest…

singing a different love song,

heart song of Mother.

Her mind fights the attraction…

yet heart recognizes the familiar heart song of HE.

Inspiring a new dance within SHE…

a gift he brings through a smile and embrace.

apprehensive due to fall of first two flights…

SHE yearns to share nectar of her devotion  in flight with HE…

always slightly out of reach, he disappears from her sight.

the land grows cold…

butterfly wings prepared for flight…

taking the test presented…

Heart of SHE shall win…

they will dance..SHE for the black Mother and HE for the Sun.

Love Harvest

Posted in Intimacy, Self Responsibility and Love, Trascending on September 29, 2012 by calabartheatre

Music: Man with the Child in His eyes by Kate Bush

Sit my friends…

gather by the harvest moon fire….

listen to a sweet 21st century love story as ancient as time itself…..


On her 24th solar return…

after three years of falling…

Libra SHE surrendered…gave herself to Lord Love…

conscious cultivation of the mind of intent.

Intent on  self-actualization…

SHE toiled till her hand bled…

weeding the garden of mind,

till blossoms bloomed.

seven years… dark stormy days…

seven years… lonely cold nights…

traveling through her valley of Shadows…

heart of SHE  emerges to a brand new day..

still loving  freely as the wind.

winds sailed Ship of the Palmetto warrior upon her shores,

upon the fertile shores of Chi Ma….

rebel woman, conscious loyal lover….confessor of the urban zoo.

when not doting to her secret garden…

one may find SHE on a full moon night…

at a forsaken place in the urban zoo…

enticing lost warriors to the light of Lord Hari through her sensual fire dance….

It is said… scent of her strawberry,

like Jasmine drives the warriors mad…

sends them running on Hajj in search of Home.

SHE has looked through the eyes into hearts of a hundred men…

non captivates SHE like that of the Palmetto warrior…

the Man with the Child in his eyes…

there SHE finds a reflection of a True LOVE seeker.

noble, brave and wise….

great is His destiny of Love…

Palmetto warrior…no SHE magic at play…

but the magic of her longing heart.

along her quest…

Renouncing he Energies untill SHE gazed into blue eyes of HE,

could it be HE?

before she knew his name, or the curves of his face…

HE..who SHE energy swore the Yoni to,

man of Power, reaching internal heights with a devotional heart

could it be HE…?

revive hope in SHE…

bountiful harvest after long summer toils…

harvest of Love….

Sun and Moon bless synergy…

ancestors and elders, bless synergy…

SHE loved HE energy across the great barrier of time…

finding HE in the now time and space of Kali yuga

shall HE take hand of SHE and let Jah bless sacred union.

a play of Cosmic Love..

for behind the illusion,

HE and SHE one in divine love…

“where two gather in my name…there I am.”


Posted in Finding Meaning, Intimacy, Self Responsibility and Love, Trascending on September 24, 2012 by calabartheatre

Music: Breakfast with Chopin by Elzaveta

Words of Obselidia

Photography “Yosemite” by Rampriya Das


Some people say LOVE is obsolete..

but they are wrong.

LOVE…is what makes everything in the universe possible.

LOVE is not dependent upon liking the same movies…

or on a species need for procreation.

Love…is dependent on life

and life alone.

Someone once told me…

that as long as one person loves something…

it can live forever.

YOU are that person..

YOU  have that LOVE.

Now…give it today..

to everything you want to live tomorrow.

Valley of the Heart

Posted in Feeling, Intimacy, Self Responsibility and Love with tags , , , , , , on September 10, 2012 by calabartheatre

Music: Just In time by Trevor Hall


SHE energy,

Flows through linear reality…

past experiences mounting to the present.

ever hopeful of the future..

Stormy past strengthens heart of SHE for present moment,

reflections as HE looked into heart of SHE….

Temple of pure lovers hearts houses the Ark of the covenant.

Rampriya Das, Eyes blue like the sky,

blue~lord Lover gazed into brown windows of her heart….

magical synergy.

Music feeds dance….

dance inspires string heart to speak…

slowly SHE tastes HE.

aware of his sweetness,

flowing in his sweetness….

lost in a timeless space.

In divine union,

unknown is the place….

where HE ends and SHe begins.

SHE is earth,

HE roots cosmic vibrations through her heavens…

to her deepest creative valley.

Rising together into the heart,

alive as one…

relaxed in union valley.

Engaged in innocent energy,

the never-ending beginning…

ascending home as ONE.

SHE Sense Sunlight

Posted in Communicating, Finding Meaning, Intimacy, Self Responsibility and Love, Trascending on August 25, 2012 by calabartheatre

Music: Pingala Srikalogy Remix


Why should SHE adorn the Yoni with Jasmin,

In presence of another…

all senses of SHE  ignite for  HE… Sunlight of Mother.

divine love.

swept SHE into rapture.

Suitor whisked SHE to the land of the Mediterranean,

SHE was not fazed…

loins  of SHE quiver only for divine touch of Lord Love….Sunlight of Mother.

HE fed SHE sweet nectar Juices…

Orange like bright afternoon sun..

memory recall of that afternoon sun…

beaming down on brown skin…

yielding beads of sun juice…

sun juices running down bosom of SHE in Jatiswaram..

in Jatiswaram…heart focused on thee… Lord love Sunlight of Mother.

Please do not touch SHE…..

brown skin of SHE quivers not for thee.

Nectar of SHE flows…

Sense ignite…Sunlight of Mother

his Sun kisses come to SHE in moon night sky breeze..

Forgive SHE,

For SHE has adorned her hair,

Put on kohl… presented in this space with you.

Desire not presence of SHE,

as SHE desires pleasure only of her divine Lover….Sunlight of Mother.

Sunlight of Mother

Posted in Finding Meaning, Moving, Self Responsibility and Love, Sensing on August 11, 2012 by calabartheatre

Music: Lindelani by Miriam Makeba


In the Garden of SHE,

SHE waits for return of Sunlight of Mother…

Divine restlessness grows within SHE.

One by one,

universe brings Knights from Her past…

polished and enticing as ever.

They sing sweet melodies in the wind,

SHE dances….

heart dance for Sunlight of Mother lost over the horizon.

They give SHE little treasures,

SHE offers treasures under earth mother tree…

to Sunlight of Mother lost over the horizon.

They bring sweets for her fruit love,

Fruit love sweetly cries…..

tears for return of Sunlight of Mother.

Knights retreat in frustration.

She dances her lovers dance in the rain,

Sleeping under the stars…

Morning sun warms her brown skin.

Cardinal messenger lands upon her lap,

singing sweet lullaby from sunlight of Mother…

Love message from Heart of HE to SHE.

She sings and dances in ecstasy of His love.


Artwork by: Gallery T

Chi Dancer Artwork by: Erin Lechner

Butterfly Photography by: Chinonye